Tuesday, March 18, 2014


today, because i am so immersed in the love and joy i have for my little son, i am overwhelmed by grief for my three lost children.
or maybe it is because i miss my three never-met babies so much today, i am marvelously, vividly aware of the love and joy i am basking in with my tiny laughing living son.

the tears might be happy and the tears might be sad. i'm don't even know myself, but i also don't much care.  this is rich, deep, real life, and i choose to grow.


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