today, October 15th, is a day designated for the national remembrance of children lost too soon: babies lost to miscarriage, stillbirth, or newborn death. all across the globe, people will be lighting candles between 7:00-8:00pm (19:00-20:00) local time to remember either their own children gone or in solidarity with other grieving/healing parents. it is to increase awareness and to bring those marked by such a loss together in unity. grief is isolating; knowing others can share your pain or understand it, without explanation or apology, makes it less so.
in our home, we now observe this day as Tummymuffin Remembrance Day; we will remember and celebrate our first three Tummymuffins and talk about them with their brother. L may have no clue what it's all about now, but as he gets older, he will know what the candles mean, and why they're important. pregnancy loss shouldn't be a hush-hush topic; too often it's treated as a shameful secret that must be hidden...but why is that so? is it to protect others from feeling bad? is it to avoid the awkwardness of sharing someone's pain?
a few days ago, an acquaintance told me she was expecting again. after the round of congratulations, she revealed that she'd lost a baby between this one and her living daughter, and had lost one before that. i told her, seriously, that i was so sorry for her losses.
she brushed aside my condolences: "really, it's okay. i mean, it's in the past. it's fine, it's fine."
i looked her in the eye and told her that i'd lost three babies before having the miracle fourth one.
she stopped, grabbed my hand, and said "oh. oh. you know. you really KNOW then. yeah." and was quiet.
"i'm so happy about your new little boy-to-be," i said, "but i will remember and celebrate the other two with you also."
"no one has ever said that to me before," she said thoughtfully. "they do deserve celebration, don't they?"
yes. yes, they do.
so please, if you or someone you love has lost a child before or right after birth, take a moment to remember, recognize, and celebrate that little life. and offer comfort, hope, and healing to those who may need it.
for more information about October 15th, you can read more here and here. for a thoughtfully-written blog post about it, you can go here.
adventures in family-making, hope and love...while trying to find my way through pregnancy, infertility, loss, miscarriage, and motherhood.
Tuesday, October 15, 2013
international pregnancy & infant loss remembrance day
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So well said. (Your post made me cry.) Thank you for being so honest and so supportive of others! Sending hugs to you for your 3 little angels...
thanks so much for coming here & sharing. i took some time today to read through your blog -- which seems to have started the same way this one did -- and my heart goes out to you. you're doing the right thing by being public with your grieving, asking questions with no easy answers, trying to be hopeful... who knows who your story will help? thank you for your courage.
if you ever have questions, more comments, just want to vent or talk, etc. please feel free to contact me (email is under "about.") meanwhile love and prayers to you and your husband as you keep moving forward in your family-making journey, and continue to heal from your loss. you are NOT alone!!
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